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• Its like, noooo, its like, grabbing, its like, uhhhh, fuck you! Uh, its like a spiral, ssss sorta spiraling colors in it. and its trying to spiral me all in it with it man. Oh. Uh uh. Ahhhh. What the fuck?
•  And theres my hands. Fuck. Fuck. Allright. wooh boy, I close my eyes and there was like this big design, ok ok ok ok ok, ok. (laugh)
• Spiralling. Like. Like takes me and spirals me in. and like. Loops me in. like I was part of a mold man. Uhh. And it was like pulling me. Uhhh.
• Yeah. Uh huh. (breathing, pause) what are people who are watching this video. (pause) Huh. (pause) does that make sense huh. yeah. Yeah. Fucking. Whoa.
• Ahhhhh. (Laugh). Ahhhhh. Ahhhh. Ahhhh. (Laugh)
•  (intense laugh)
• Ahhhh.  Ahhhh. (laugh) (pause)
• Now…nevva I don’t know. But there is something. Weird. This is weird. You cant even begin. Everything feels nuts. Like touching stuff. Feels like. Fuck. You know. Fuck. (laugh) this is so fucking. feels nuts. I just. I feel. This so weird. I am so glad that I am recording this on video because I cant even begin to imagine.
• No. its its. I feel like its fucking, I feel like, exactly feel like before, and I remember. Like I don’t remember what. (laugh) I don’t know whats going oooon. Im so fucked up right now. (pause). Noooo.
• What ahhh, what are doing or whats going on. (laugh) its like nooo, I don’t want to be like that.
• My body is starting to go, I can feel it. as soon as I get past that little world, I can go down there. (pause)(laugh) my mouth! My body!
• Its all right man. Ahhh.  Its all right bro. just hold still bro. john! Just stand still.
• I don’t even know whats going on right now. I don’t even. Im not controlling my hands.
  (laugh) this is going to be the best video ever I can already tell. Because. I mean. Ayyy. I forgot there was even a video esgasago. Oh fuck. (laugh) this is going to be awesome. I cant even wait. I wish this would just stop. Cuz I . I want to like watch it. ok here we go.
• (breathing) (moaning)
• Its right here. its pushing on my arms I have to go back. Im trying to be at the center but the things are pushing me away so I cant go on the thing right? Yeah Im trying to get them out of the way but there is not. Its cuz my hair is cold so some are going to be like that.
• (laughing) (grunt) (laugh)
• And I realize this is not right, this is. Somethings wrong with this. (mumbling). Im not. These hands this is whats happening. Were gonna help her. Shes in the packee, not molasses. Shes in the door. So she is gonna help. (pause) Oh my god I was so scared that someones gonna come, but if I hold the door like this, nobody will come. (pause) (laugh/cry) oh god. Ok.
• (laughing)
• (laughing)
• What are you seeing? (mumbling) what are you seeing sam? (mumbling)
• …stuff. Feels like fuck. Fuck. Feels nuts. This is so weird. I am so glad that I am recording this on video because Iiii, cant even begin to imagine, like right now im trying to even say that and I cant. There is something preventing me, from even speaking those words, and, look at this. I know there is a camera there, and this probably looks ridiculous. (laugh) Oh yeah,  there is a camera there. Oh fuck. Wow. Oooh. God. I cant even possibly imagine what this is like. I. I faintly remember doing this yesterday. I really do. I’m pretty sure this happened. And Wow, I just see crazy colors right now. I see like my hands yeah.
• (laughing/mumbling)
• (laughing)
• (intense laughing)
• (intense laughing)
• Quiet
• (snickering, whistling)
• Somethings wrong with this. Mumbling. Get this thing is cold. Im not. These hands. This is whats happening. Shes in the packet, molasses, not molasses, shes in the door. So she is gonna help. Oh my god I was so scared that someone was going to come. But if I hold the door like this, no one will come. Not right now. (crylaugh) oh god. Ok.
• Screeching.
• Ohhhh.
• (Screeching). Caleb what are doing.
• (Screeching)
• (laughter) the room is fucking spinning isn’t it? its spinning I told you. Crasssszy. Ok. Wow!
• Man was that fucked up. That was so fucked up I cant even, I cant even begin to tell you. Im so glad my pants aren’t on right now. You have no idea, ahhh, It feels so good to have no pants. And im sweating so much. Fuuuck. Hm.
• Quiet (black)
• Whoa, the little streetcar, and they, the whole streetcar thing its like, its going like shwoo, and yer like whao, shit, fucking the whole world, the whooole world. Whaoo, Maan.
• My mouth is sucked into part of the transformation, the thing was transforming, cuz, (mumbling), go out, and come back, and go out and come back, and go out and come back, and go out and come back like that. to do that it really hurts. 
• (singing) kashta, whats in your mind? Mush.
• (mumbling) And the fucking floor and the ceiling fell together, hit me in the face, knocked me back, which generated a wave, which bounced off that (mumble).
• (mumbling) putting pants back on, because I know I should, even though my, my, it feels like my mind is, is a camera, and its taking pictures and every times theres a flash, my mind is thinking, then while theres not a flash, my mind is not thinking, and this is so fucked up I can hardly, even, like I don’t even know what, my hands, they know how to put pants on, but I, im not tellin them to do it, I just, im like hey put these pants on and they do it. im not controlling them.